I start work as a caregiver for my grandma tomorrow. She suffers schizophrenia, dementia, and a bunch of different things with crazy names. Hate to put it bluntly, but shes dying. She’s pretty old, doesn’t take care of herself, and all her sicknesses are basically draining the life out of her.

No ones willing to take care of her so I offered to do it. I mean, how could I say no.

So here’s what will happen:

• I will be with her all day for the days I work
• I will get attached
• She will pass
• I won’t know what to do with myself

My cookie always crumbles the same:/